Monday, 7 July 2008

被作弄的快樂

上天會作弄人嗎?
它會開人們玩笑嗎?

今天,我覺得它在跟我開玩笑。
可是,這個玩笑,我倒願意它多開幾次。

至單身以來,想想也有好一段時間了。真的,最近的心情是不愉快的。
偶而就會想想這個人,想想那個人,是蠻無聊的。

這幾天的確有想起這位好久沒見,蠻想念的一位朋友。
不懂是不是上天見我最近可憐兮兮的,很諷刺地,應驗了這樣的一件事情。

今早收到一則簡訊,手機電話簿沒保留這個電話號碼,和對方來回傳送幾個簡訊後,才發現他就是我最近想念的這位朋友!(他換了新的電話號碼。)

他因為工作的關係而常常要往外國飛,今天正好有空,回來了。

下午的時候,他來了我家坐坐。因為都不趕時間,和他聊了好一陣子。
真的好開心他抽空來探望我,讓我的心情的確開朗了許多。

有時候,朋友不需要很多,能談心的,幾位就好。
雖然和他說不上什麼知心朋友,可是今天下午和他實在談得很投機,好愉快。

因為早上要回去公司一趟,他今天身穿褐色襯衫和黑色長褲,不是我一般見過他那樣的打扮,簡直帥呆了啦!

和上次一樣,離開我家之前,他給了我一個很有力的擁抱,那個我非常想念的擁抱!

今天能再見到他,非常快樂。

很快樂。

真的很快樂。


老天爺不妨和我多開幾次這樣的玩笑吧!

Sunday, 6 July 2008

flying without wings

今天早上爬起來吃麥當勞早餐,應該是蠻健康正常的事,直到聽到廣播器播放Ruben Studdard的Flying Without Wings時,心裡就酸酸的,眼淚差點流了下來,還好忍著跟著繼續吃我的早餐。

最近心情糟透了,我想是單身太久了,寂寞死啦!
so when will i find my that special thing?



Flying Without Wings - Ruben Studdard

everybody's looking for that something
one thing that makes it all complete
you'll find it in the strangest places
places you never knew it could be

some find it in the faces of their children
some find it in their lover's eyes
who can deny the joy it brings
when you've found that special thing
you're flying without wings

some find it sharing every morning
some in their solitary lives
you'll find it in the words of others
a simple line can make you laugh or cry

you'll find it in the deepest friendships
the kind you cherish all your life
and when you know how much that means
you've found that special thing
you're flying without wings

so impossible as they may seem
you've got to fight for every dream
'cause who's to know which one you let go
would have made you complete

but for me it's waking up beside you, yeah
to watch the sun rise on your face
to know that i can say i love you
at any given time or place

it's the little things that only i know
those are the things that make you mine, all mine
and it's the flying without wings
'cause you're my special thing
i'm flying without wings

you're the place my life begins
and you'll be where it ends
i'm flying without wings
and that's the joy it begins
i'm flying without wings